I suddenly remembered how I started trying to put
things behind me.
It suddenly dawned on me years back that all these
"sacrifices" and "pain" I was going through will not
ever reach the other party. And the most anything would happen
was after years gone by, we might sit down somewhere and
start reminiscing. If I'm going through so much now just so
I can tell her after years gone by, it wouldn't be very sensible.
That was my very mindset years ago. Ever since, I found it easier to move on.
You decide how you wanna live, how you wanna feel and how you wanna
wake up feeling like. That's one damn thing that we're all capable of being
independent about.